At a Center event, I met a trans woman who was probably a few years older than I am now. I don't know whether or not she ever had the surgery, but it was easy to see that she'd been living for a long time as a woman--and, most likely, taking hormones. I also suspected that she had--or might still have--been involved in sex work.
I haven't seen her in a long time, but early in my transition, I was bumping into her everywhere--or so it seemed. She always had advice--some of it good--on some aspect or another of the life on which I was embarking. Thankfully, I ignored what was probably the worst advice she gave me.
"Forget about the doctors, clinics, even--what's that place you go to?"
"Callen-Lorde", I said.
"Yeah, forget about them. Forget about all of that. You have to go through so much to get your hormones."
"I've got them."
"But those horomones will take forever to work on you."
"Well, I am on a low dose now. So far, so good. As long as my next tests are good, my doctor'll up my dosage."
"Still, it's going to take years and years for them to work."
"Well, I've had to wait years to get to this point..."
"Don't you want to have a woman's body soon?"
"Well, I can get you some German hormones."
"German? What's the difference?"
"Well, you know, German girls are bigger. So they get stronger hormones."
I squinted at her. She pulled a package from her bag. I know a few dozen words of German, but somewhow I knew, just from looking at that label, that ingesting those hormones wouldn't be a good idea.
Later, I learned---from where or whom, I can't recall--that a lot of trans women--especially young ones engaged in sex work--buy those German hormones, which are meant for livestock.
I mention this incident because I came across this article advising trans people not to self-medicate with hormones. Turns out, there are a lot of discussion groups about that very subject, including some on how to go about getting hormones from outside the medical establishment.
The temptation to do so is great, especially for young trans women, many of whom have run away from abuse at home or bullying at school and have no medical insurance or other resources and are scarred by prejudice and hostility they experienced from health-care professionals.
Self-medication is generally a bad idea for anybody. But the risks are even greater for trans people because the precarious situations in which too many of us live leave us even more vulnerable to exploitation by "professionals" with questionable--or no--credentials.
That might be the biggest hazard trans people face, after the discrimination and violence to which too many of us fall victim.