Nearly two years have passed since my surgery. So I suppose I was expecting, to the extent that I was thinking about it, that my vagina to change in some way. I just wasn't sure of how it would.
Maybe my memory of what my vagina looked like in the days and weeks immediately after my surgery has been distorted. But I seem to recall it as more linear and vertical: the folds surrounding the cavity seemed to cascade in layers of rosy-colored lines.
So, perhaps it is only against that memory that my vagina seems to be taking on a more ovular shape, with the folds around it rippling and curving in arcs from it. For all I know, the shape was more like that from the beginning and I just didn't notice or have any way of comparing it.
Whether or not that has actually happened, I feel as if that part of my body has taken on the feminine shape I've always wanted. It looks more and more like other vaginas I've seen. No, I'm not going to say exactly how many I've seen, or how I came to see them. After all, this is, ahem, an educational blog!
I don't know whether or how my vagina will change again. I suppose that it will, if for no other reason than I will. It seems like the surgery, like taking hormones and everything else that came before it, was "just the beginning," as they say.